that night came first and then nothing.
that birds flew only to their deaths, that ice was the meaning of change, that I was never a child.
title: ๊ณ ์žฅ๋‚œ ๋ด„ ์—ฌ๋ฆ„

date: 2022. 12. 1. 15:00


/์˜ฌ๋ฆผํ‘ธ์Šค ํŠธ๋ฆฝ35 /olympus trip35


ํ•œ ๋กค์„ ์ฐ์—ˆ์„ ๋•Œ ๋ฏธ๋ฆฌ ๋ชจ๋“  ์ปท์ด ํ•€์ด ์•ˆ ๋งž์•˜์ง€๋งŒ, ์ด ์นด๋ฉ”๋ผ๋Š” ๋ชฉ์ธก์‹์ด๊ณ  ๋‚˜๋Š” ๊ฑฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ์ด ์ „ํ˜€ ์—†๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์ธ๋ฐ๋‹ค๊ฐ€ ์กฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐœ ์ง์ ‘ ์„ค์ •ํ•ด์„œ ์ฐ๋Š” ๋ชจ๋“œ๋Š” ์ŠคํŠธ๋กœ๋ณด ์—ฐ๊ฒฐํ•ด์„œ ์“ฐ๋Š” ๊ฑฐ๋ผ๋Š” ์†Œ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ์žˆ์—ˆ๋Š”๋ฐ ๋‚˜๋Š” ๊ทธ๋ƒฅ ์กฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐœ ์ง์ ‘ ์„ค์ •ํ•ด์„œ ์ฐ๊ธฐ๋„ ํ–ˆ๊ณ .. ์•„๋ฌดํŠผ ๋‚ด ์ž˜๋ชป์ธ์ง€ ์นด๋ฉ”๋ผ ๋ฌธ์ œ์ธ์ง€ ํ™•์‹ค์น˜ ์•Š์•„์„œ ํ•œ ๋กค์„ ๋” ๋ฌผ๋ ค๋ดค๋‹ค.

ํ•œ ๋กค ์ „์ฒด๊ฐ€ ๋‹ค ํ•€์ด ์•ˆ ๋งž๋Š” ๊ฑด ๋‚ด ์ž˜๋ชป์ด ์•„๋‹Œ ๊ฑฐ ๊ฐ™๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ•˜๊ธฐ๋„ ํ–ˆ๊ณ  ์นด๋ฉ”๋ผ ๋ฌธ์ œ์ผ ๊ฑฐ๋ž€ ์˜๊ฒฌ๋„ ์ด๋ฏธ ๋ฐ›์•˜์ง€๋งŒ!! ํŒ๋งค์ž๊ฐ€ ์„ ๋ฌผ์šฉ์œผ๋กœ ๊ตฌ์ž…ํ•œ ๊ฑฐ๋ผ ์ˆ˜๋ฆฌ์ ์—์„œ ์ ๊ฒ€์„ ๋งˆ์ณค๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ–ˆ๊ธฐ์— ์ธ๊ฐ„์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ ๋ฏฟ์Œ์„.. ๊ฐ€์ง€๊ณ .. ํ•œ ๋กค์„ ๋” ํ…Œ์ŠคํŠธ..ํ•ด๋ดค์œผ๋‚˜.. ๋จธ๋ฆฌ ๊ฒ€์€ ์ง์Šน์€ ๋ฏฟ์ง€ ๋ง๋ผ๋Š” ์˜›๋ง์ด ๊ดœํžˆ ์žˆ๋Š” ๊ฒŒ ์•„๋‹Œ๊ฑฐ์ฃ ?



์ฒ˜์ฐธ. ๋‹คํ–‰ํžˆ ์ฐ์„ ํ’๊ฒฝ์ด ์—†๋Š” ๊ณณ์ด๋ผ ์ œ๋Œ€๋กœ ์ฐํ˜”์–ด๋„ ๊ฑด์งˆ ๊ฒŒ ์—†์—ˆ์„ ๊ฒƒ.



์ผ๋ถ€๋Ÿฌ ํ…Œ์ŠคํŠธ์ปท ์†Œ์ง„ํ•˜๋ ค๊ณ  ๋น™๊ธ€๋น™๊ธ€ ์‚ฐ์ฑ…ํ•˜๋ฉฐ ์ฐ์—ˆ๋‹ค.



์ง„์งœ ๋ฌธ์ œ๋Š”.. ์—ฌํ–‰ ๊ฐ€์„œ ํ’๊ฒฝ ์‚ฌ์ง„์„ ์ด๊ฑธ๋กœ ๋งŽ์ด ์ฐ์—ˆ๋Š”๋ฐ ๋‹ค ๋‚ ๋ ธ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ. ๊ทผ๋ฐ ๋ณด๋‹ˆ๊นŒ ํ•€ ๋งž์•„๋„ ๊ฑด์งˆ ์‚ฌ์ง„ ์—†๋”๋ผ.

์•„๋ฌดํŠผ ๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ํ•„๋ฆ„์„ ๋˜ ๋‚ ๋ฆฌ๊ณ ~ ์ง€๊ธˆ์€ ์ˆ˜๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ํ•œ ์ƒํƒœ. ํ…Œ์ŠคํŠธ ๋นจ๋ฆฌ ํ•ด์•ผ๋˜๋Š”๋ฐ ์ด๋Ÿฌ๋‹ค ์ˆ˜๋ฆฌ ๋ณด์ฆ ๊ธฐ๊ฐ„ ๋‚ ๋ฆด ๋•Œ๊นŒ์ง€ ํ…Œ์ŠคํŠธ ๋ชป ํ•˜๊ฒ ๋„ค.
๋ Œ์ฆˆ๋ฅผ ๋ถ™์žก๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š” ๋ญ๊ฐ€ ํ’€๋ ค์žˆ์—ˆ๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ–ˆ๋‹ค. ๊ทผ๋ฐ ์ด ์ดํ›„์— ์˜ฌ๋ฆผํ‘ธ์Šค ํŽœ ee-3 ์ŠคํŽ€์ง€ ๊ต์ฒดํ•˜๋Ÿฌ ๊ฐ”๋‹ค๊ฐ€ ๋‹ค ๋œฏ๊น€ ๋‹นํ–ˆ์„ ๋•Œ ๋ณด๋‹ˆ ๊ทธ๊ฒƒ๋„ ๋ Œ์ฆˆ๊ฐ€ ํ’€๋ ค์žˆ๋”๋ผ.. ๊ทธ๊ฒƒ๋„ ๊ทธ๋ƒฅ ์ฐ์—ˆ์œผ๋ฉด ์ด ๊ผด ๋‚  ๋ป”.. ๋‘ ๋Œ€์˜ ๋น„์Šทํ•˜๊ฒŒ ์ƒ๊ธด ์˜ฌ๋ฆผํ‘ธ์Šค๊ฐ€ ๋˜‘๊ฐ™์€ ๋ฌธ์ œ๋ผ๋‹ˆ. ์–˜๋„ค ๊ณ ์งˆ์ธ๊ฐ€?

ํ•„๋ฆ„์€ ์ƒ๊ฐ ์•ˆ ๋‚œ๋‹ค. 200์ด์˜€๋Š”๋ฐ ํ›„์ง€์ธ์ง€ ์ฝ”๋‹ฅ์ธ์ง€.


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