that night came first and then nothing.
that birds flew only to their deaths, that ice was the meaning of change, that I was never a child.
title: dream? pain.

date: 2023. 9. 3. 19:39

 

/leica minilix /fuji superia x-tra 400 /๋ผ์ด์นด ๋ฏธ๋‹ˆ๋ฃฉ์Šค /ํ›„์ง€ ์—‘์ŠคํŠธ๋ผ ์ˆ˜ํผ๋ฆฌ์•„ 400

 

 

ํ•„๋ฆ„ ์ฒซ ์žฅ.

 

 

์•™๋–ผ๋  ์ปคํ”ผ ๋กœ์Šคํ„ฐ๋ฆฌ.

๋ช…์ ˆ์ด๋ผ ์ผ์ฐ ๋๋‚ฌ๋Š”๋ฐ ๋’ค์— ์•ฝ์†์‹œ๊ฐ„์ด ๋งŽ์ด ๋– ์„œ ์นดํŽ˜์—์„œ ์‹œ๊ฐ„์„ ๋•Œ์› ๋‹ค.

 

 

๋ฌด๋ ค ์ง€๋‚œ ๊ฒจ์šธ ์‚ฌ์ง„์ด๊ตฐ์•„...

 

 

๊ฒจ์šธ๋‚˜๋ฌด. ๊ฒจ์šธ ๊ทธ๋ฆฝ๋‹ค. ๋‚œ ์—ฌ๋ฆ„์ด ๋„ˆ๋ฌด๋„ˆ๋ฌด๋„ˆ๋ฌด ์‹ซ์–ด.

 

 

์นดํŽ˜ ๊ฐ”๋‹ค๊ฐ€ ํ•„๋ฆ„์„ ๋งก๊ธฐ๋Ÿฌ ๊ฐ”๋‹ค. ๋‚จ์‚ฐํƒ€์›Œ์— ๋งบํžŒ ๋น›์ด ์˜ˆ์˜๊ฒŒ ๋‚˜์™”๋„ค.

 

 

ํŽ˜์ผ๋ธ”๋ฃจ๋‹ท. ์ƒ๋Ÿฌ๋“œ์ง‘์ด๋‹ค. ์นœ๊ตฌ๊ฐ€ ๋‹ค์ด์–ดํŠธ ์ค‘์ด๋ผ ๋ฉ”๋‰ด๊ฐ€ ์ƒ๋Ÿฌ๋“œ๋ฉด ์ข‹์„ ๊ฑฐ ๊ฐ™์•˜๋Š”๋ฐ ์ƒ๋Ÿฌ๋“œ ๋ฉ”๋‰ด๊ฐ€ ๋งŽ๊ณ  ์™€์ธ๋„ ํŒŒ๋Š” ๊ณณ์œผ๋กœ ์ฐพ๋‹ค๊ฐ€ ๋ฐฉ๋ฌธํ•œ ๊ณณ.

 

 

์˜คํ”ˆ ํ‚ค์นœ์—์„œ ๋งŒ๋“ค์–ด์ค€๋‹ค.

 

 

ํ‘ธ์งํ•˜๊ณ  ์‹ธ๊ณ  ๋ง›์žˆ์—ˆ๋‹ค! ๊ทผ๋ฐ ๋ฐฉ๋ฌธํ•œ์ง€ ์˜ค๋ž˜๋œ ๊ฑฐ๋ผ ์•„์ง๋„ ์ด๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ์‹ธ๊ณ  ์–‘ ๋งŽ๊ณ  ๋ง›์žˆ๋Š”์ง€๋Š” ๋ชจ๋ฅด๊ฒ ๋‹ค.

 

 

ํŒŒ์Šคํƒ€๋„ ํŒ”๊ณ  ์žˆ๋‹ค. ํŒŒ์Šคํƒ€๋„ ๊ดœ์ฐฎ์Œ.

 

 

ํ‘ธ์งํ•ด์š”

 

 

์นœ๊ตฌ ์ƒ์ผ์ด๋ผ ๋งŒ๋‚œ ๊ฑฐ๋ผ ์ผ€์ดํฌ~! ํ‚ค์นœ 205 ๋”ธ๊ธฐ์ผ€์ดํฌ. ์ด๊ฑด ๊ฒจ์šธ์— ๋จน์–ด์•ผ ํ‘ธ์งํ•˜๊ณ  ๋ง›์žˆ๋‹ค. ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ๊ณ„์ ˆ์€ ๋ˆ ์•„๊นŒ์›€.

 

 

๋‚˜๋จธ์ง€๋Š” ์นœ๊ตฌ ์‚ฌ์ง„๋“ค. ์ธ๋ฌผ ์‚ฌ์ง„ ์ •๋ง ์•ˆ ์ฐ๋Š”๋ฐ; ์ด๋ฒˆ์—” ์ธ๋ฌผ ์‚ฌ์ง„์ด ๋งŽ๋„ค. ๋„˜ ์˜ค๋ž˜๋œ ํ•„๋ฆ„์ด๋ผ ํ• ๋ง๋„ ์—†๊ณ ... ๋ญ ํ•˜์ž๋ฉด ์žˆ์ง€๋งŒ ์—ฌ๊ธฐ ์“ธ ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐ๋Š” ์•„๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.